growing over the decay

creating a facade

hoping no one will notice

I’m crumbling from within

I hold out for a future

where my life functions

where I am me

where my crazy-insane thoughts

don’t collapse 

the world I establish

I view a world,

broken, damaged, burned

I view a world,

looking for change

I hope to find,

vast, open, free

And with this, I say goodnight! :)